Senin, 11 Januari 2010 - 19.05

HEARTBREAKER eng.

It's been a long time since I felt heartbroken for the last time ..
Even myself had forgotten exactly when, why, and how it feels ..
But of course, I have not forgotten because who .. Hahaha ..
And now, finally I felt it again!! D*MN!
You could say it was strange ,, more than usual pain ..
But it is even more to the strange and obscure!!
It was really confusing, I can not express just ..
Think of it this way, an object weighing up to a ton against your chest so hard .. what it was like huh?
Or if not this way, have you felt like almost drowned in the swimming pool and no one to save you ..
Imagine also that at the moment no one who saw you so can not help you ..
How does it feel if you have to feel it for some time to come?
It really is not fun is not it?
Never occasionally when I was having days practically normal or perhaps even happy, part of me longed for the days I felt that his broken heart .. it sounds like I'm crazy huh?
but that's the truth ..!!
Because to be honest, I have too many fond memories with "the man" ..
Maybe for him,, it is not something beautiful memorable let alone ..
I am even sure, if he did not even know when it!!
Maybe for others it was as simple and normal for all people .. But to be extraordinary for me!!
Because when it is: a time when I spent time with him !!!!!!
It all just made an impression already ..
Hard to forget .. !!!!!
Even I'm not sure I will be able to forget it ..
Because, I've never felt like this before!! I Suer!!
How you can forget such a strong feeling huh?
I have been proved wrong to think ..
I think I've had a sense that with the other guy and be quite easy to forget ..
But it turned out I was wrong!
This guy is different!! Thats why i called him "Mr.. Magician '..
Because much as I feel conjured up by himself, so that could be so blind to love, although my friends have said if he did not so nice like what Im think about him..
But for me it does not mean anything at all!!
I thank sincerely all its shortcomings ..
I love him what it is ..
That's the best thing and worst thing I realized about my feelings to him!
I love him like what he was there .. SH * T !!!!!
Even when at the worst moment, when I knew that he had given her heart to another woman, I can not even get to hate him or simply just think "oh .. just one man, many others .."
I just when it will have even more to love him ..
Because I am convinced that unconditional love will never be forced ..
Because unconditional love can only protect it from the back ..
Pray for the happiness ..
Smiled when he saw he was laughing happily ..
Although must hold the wild cry of pain of heart ..
Love you forever "Mr. Magician"..^^

Label: boy, life

HEARTBREAKER eng.

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♥ TeDDy HoLiC ♥

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